Pinned me Down

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Back in my day, we didn’t go in for examinations.
We were circumcised right away.
I was in second grade.
My mother had talked to me about it,
She told me that it would feel like a pinprick.
The woman who came wasn’t a doctor,
She was a doula.
She sat me down on the floor,
And my mother was the one who pinned me down.

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